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2004-07-17T11:39:00.000+08:00

ermm. im moving my blog. ill let u guys noe e new addy soonx. bbyee.

2004-07-11T13:23:00.000+08:00

arghh... blardeee hell... i jus seriously suck la huhh...
suddenly so aware of whats happening which i soooo wish i aint...
bleh!! freak it laa....
like.. u and u and u and practically the whole ---- plus evry single human being on earth hates e hell outta me..
thanks SO muchh...
n den i jus wished my mother cud shut the fuck up...
stop asking me questions that seriosly get me all irritated....
damnn.... " hu am i corresponding withh?? "
like u wanna care abt evry singe thing i do.
n poke ur blardee nose in demm....
shut up!

2004-07-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

i keep telling myself its over, its over, its over....
i keep thinking i dun care....
dat im better off like datt...
dat i can get along with things the way they are....
but i still do the thngs i used to do.
im not getting used to wadeva..
i cant get over it...
wy the fuckk.......
i hate lifee!
i still care.... i still bother....
but why the hell shud i ??
damn u brenda......

2004-07-10T17:26:00.000+08:00

hehee... lazy to type in the rest of the wadeva poem le...
yesterdaee was kinda fun... lolx. dunno why la....
budden ms joan chia nvr cum la... den sum minister cuming... wahahahs. n had e comp thingy fer buzz @ canteen... nice worr... i mean.. yeahh... alot of them can sing veh veh well larr.... carn wait fer e dance wan...... =D
arhhh... den todae go ah ma hsee.... i saw... *ahem*!! bang laa.... my schooL de... shall not mention who... lolx... wif a aJC gal worrx.... at first i thot was guy laa... den of cos i reco her...i was like..."y so familar!!!" hehx... den my mother was like "boi or girl??" haha... "my sch wan laa..." mum: "do they always do that? fight over girls?" den i was "huh??" dad:"he's a girl arhh??" me:"my school wan laaa.." dad: "he's a she??" "he or she" "he she?" "she, he" hahahas.... den todae me feel damn restless la.... eee... dun like life. lolx.

bReAking up...

2004-07-06T09:37:00.000+08:00

bReAking Up

the things you did dat nite
the words you said to me
spins in my head..
were we not meant to be?

all the days we had,
all the times we shared.
now shattered in my dreams.
i can't stop and think..
life goes on.....

It was the bit of luv u gave me.
i felt evrythin was mine...
with you by my side..
thru all the difficult times..

I gave you all of my heart.
but things didn't turn out right
i was afraid of losing you.
the things i feared, i fret..

( to be cont.... tcher cum liaos..)

2004-07-06T09:17:00.000+08:00

hummm diidii dummx... lalala... hahas... back to tis blog... fer e time being... tho i still haf tt hidden blog... lolx....

arhhh.... alot of pple depressed... sighx... cheer up!! hehex.. wrote another poem... wahahas... budden its vehh crapp.... since when were my poems nt crap?? lolz. isit even a poem?? haha....

realised i de jui quite alot of ren... sorriee!!! apologise if im nt reallie myself... fer now... yeahhs...

may post my poem... tink i will...

feel like going darling esplanade!!! hahaha... bud dowan la... blehh... in comp lab noww... drawing stupid chickens. later got chi tuition... im stressed...................... sighhx...

poem cuming up nexxt.....

2004-06-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

jus to reply the tagss....
thx to dose hu "stood up" fer me... luv you guys!!
u guys care fer me!!! :|:| hahax. at least u made me feel much betta despite dat anony person destroying my life. ahax.
aniwae... to that anonymous person who semms to be.. hmmm... a loyal visitor to my blog...
i dun tink it's a sin not to hate anyone ritex....
so wad's ur prob if we dun hate anyone?? it's offensive? i din noe that...
can teach how e hell u can seriously hate ppl jus liddat and insult one sooo much??!
how u can jus say all these stuffs fer ur "shuang-ness" nt botherin abt wad others feel at all... makin them "pissed" n fucked up by tt bullshit attitude of urs? i pei fu u fer tt.
i noe u hate me la... but u dun haf to get e others in too rite...
tis proves how immature, selfish, coward u are... firstly nt putting ur name and den all these...
nobody's perfect, i noe tt... i noe i suck... so?
one day u get sumone who hate u n does all tis stuff to u...
i sure hope ur life sucks...
mus be damn bored to actually do bo liao things like bothering abt ur enemy, ME!
ahahx. jus enjoy urself larx... bye!

2004-06-13T14:49:00.000+08:00

ookay.. ermms. since tis place is like.. seriously creating problems.... im deleting it. yeppx. blog DELETED... ok.. nt nowx. but... yepx. leaving it alone fer a few months den del. blah blah blah. byex.

2004-06-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

dAmn it... anonyomous.... wad is ur freaking problem la. wad u want frm me!!! forget it ok. i gif up! if u dun mind u cud jus get lost... OR i cud jus delete dis friggin blog. u dun have to destroy my life liddat okayx. fucker. arghhh!!!!!!! if u dun mind. i haf a bad enuff life okays. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sad, im angry, im being hated. i cud jus kill myself rite now... u happy le ma? got wad u want?? idiot...

2004-06-05T13:04:00.000+08:00

sighxxxx.... i dun wanna go!!!!!!
8 n a half mre hours till i leave my hse..
930 leave hse.
1000 meet e whole family...
den... fly off at 1145.
hAix. gd or bad?? bloohx...
this trip like veh last min..
i dun even noe a thing...
hahas. wen i cuming back oso dunnox. on lingy's bday i tink..
feeling veh... no life...
n hi anoynomous! din noe u guys hated me that much
sighx... wadeva larx.
bleh.. sianded!!!!
promise made = be happy yeppx!!!
to sum1=take care!!!
++loving you++
++missing you++
*MUACK* *MUACK* *MUACK*
hahas. i'll be back...
byexx...

2004-06-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

hahas... great daY...
feel like stuffing myself... hehx..
nono.... no way... cannotx...
oso got nothing to eat cept yoghurt...
hahh... i'll finish the whole tub... :D
carn wait fer sat!! hahas.
hohx. 2 mre days?? yepps...
another member to e bthc... blahhx..
who else wanna join??
hmmmx. sat gotta visit old folks again... LaLaLaX.
later mus pack bag... bLoohX~~
tmr another sianding dae..
ohhh!! my mother veh nice lehx... she gonna pay fer my shirt!!!
plus buy nice earrings fer me frm PERLINI's SILVER!
however u spell tt... ahahas... hAppY~
byebye!tAkE cArE!

2004-06-02T15:15:00.000+08:00

hahas... so i shall start evry entry counting down e number of days till me fly away... fer now.... hmmm.... 3 more days!!! yeppx... excited? NO!!!!! haha... must pack bag le... budden i lazy!!! hehx... fRi gt tuition den celeb cousin's bday... aiyaa.. sianded... sat even worse... dunno wad we gonna do... i scared my ear pain when e plane landaing.. *sobx* den dis tym nvr go see doc summore.. haiyax. dieded...

part of family at my hse now... SIAN! ookie. dey're all adults la.. wad ya tink... bLoohx~~ den my mother ar...... keep nagging me to take HMT! idiotx.. so irritating la... hAix...

nothing to sae. bYex!

2004-06-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

wheee... ok. tink i'm rather... ~~-isolated-~~ and ~~-antisocial-~~ and alls nowadays.... blah blah blah... do i.. err... suck? hmmx.x.x.
went bugis shop shop... bought alot of stuffx fer ~~thurs~~? haha. sshhh.. lol. arhh.. fine. i shuddup. hahas.
~~training suckx. yuck.~~
aniwaex....
I LOVE YOU

2004-05-31T14:54:00.000+08:00

sighhh!!! i hate yew!!!!! nvmx. manage to finish all my hols hmwrk. onli left wif history... ( i left e wb in schooL!!!!! ) den... geog... which im doing now... chinese.... waiting fer tutor de things... and e english paper... ( doing tonite ) whee!!! but still hafta read all dose nonsense bks la... now officially.... 5 mre days to korea...
haha... wonder y... last time evrytime we go overseas... its like i'll be damn excited la... like 1 month b4 e trip jiu cant wait le.. nowadays is like.. dunno a thing.. until e last week den realise we going overseas... den no gan jue de.. haha...
dun feel like living... lolx. crapping... kkx. bought new earrings... but i want mre!!! did i mention last nite le?? oh ya. tink i did.. haha... AND IM TOO BROKE! bLoohx...
nothing much to say le... jus take care.. n byebye!

2004-05-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

hahs. new blogskin, new tagboard...whee!!! as usual, sunday=fam day.. went grandma hse.. den we went heartland see seee.... SO NICE!!!!!! din wanna go hme bt parents were chasing us and alls.. so had to.... din shop enuff lorx!!! sighx... den i took like 10 bucks frm my mother w/o her perm la. cos wanted to buy txtbks at first de mahx.. budden no stock... so wenta buy earrings... den she like wanted all her money back okiex. sighh... so me had to empty me wallet... like im seriously broke now.... all my coins evrythin gif her.. still nt enuff lehx. sighhx. now wallet oni got receipts.. at least its not like there's reallie nth inside.. hahas. but tink me haf been spending money like sieow.. dunno yx. still wanna buy soo many stuffx. haiya...
ookay...so i changed earrings liao... tho im supposed to still haf e stud on till nxt wk... but.. aiya. heck care larx... as long as inside got things can liao rite?? hehex. cum to tink of it.. me oni haf officially 5 days left in sg... i wanna go out!!! lalalax.
todAy felt kinda lost.. haha. dunno yx. my fone's been outta contact nowadays. haa.. i oni sent 4 ytd. and less dan 10 today... blahx.
oohhhh.. and my mother jus threw all e coins i gaf her into the donating box. freak her la... might as well me jus keep it rite?? :'( now im feeling reallie hopeless, so short of money. sigh~
i hate you, i hate you, i hate you!!!!! bloohx. but i still luv u... hahax. nonsense ..
did i mention our class din get chosen fer e dance thingy?? fReAktisstupudidiotshitlarx.
oh ya! n i manage to cum up wif sum poem.. tho i tink it really really sucks. haha.. nvmx. byebye!

2004-05-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

jus realised how badly brenda's done fer her exams... not gd enuff!!! eeee...
haha... hols liao. but got like chao alot of hw la.. sighx. stressed... manage to do abit of math and science... chinese.... aiya... freak it. so irritating.... got sooo many bks to read sum more... i wanna orh orh!!!!! haha....
got alot of movies to catch oso!!! den i leaving fer korea nxt sat... wheeee... hahahax.
went to dalcota crescent todaex... see all e old folks. cutiex!!! hahaha. ookay la... like we knocked on all e doors and either no one answered or the person no nid our help wanx. yaa.. feel i quite shi bai la.. cos i dunno my hokkien well enuff.. hahas. lan me. ohhh!! den we like... went into two or three? hses n tok to e auntie uncle... haha.. sho fun la!! fer once i feel like caring n loving towards demm.. hahaha... quite nan de of me lorx. ohh!! den rite... we saw tis "mad" person keep touching his dat one... wahahx. den we ran awayy. blah blah blahh... gt alot alot of cats dere la. me n ranj were seriously freaking out lorx. hehex.
okok... nothing much liaox lor.... tonite den update mre ba? haha... byebye!

bbbbbblaaaahh

2004-05-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

arghhh... wadeva wadeva wadeva...... so troubled dunno fer wadx... siao wan me. eeeeee... moodswings again... yuckiex.
hAd swimming... now burnt le... like got the goggles mark. damn ugly la. eeyerr..
dunno wad i'm suppose to do... like e things u say, the things u do. aiya!!! freak it. forget it. blahx. ignore ignore ignore...
mi damn broke now larx. hAix. heLp!!! still got alot of things me wanna buy lorx. erks. crap. bye.

2004-05-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

hahahas. forgot how nice it is to haf dose reallie reallie long entries.... u may nt wanna noe mre abt my life.. haha.. den stop reading here!!!!!!!! hehex.
grapefruit can make u lose weight!!!!!!!! hahax. slept like thru out e whole day in school.... drool n drool n drool... lolx. shuang...... jkjk.
tmr dance audition le... gd luck!
reallie dunno wad to say.. haha. internet screwing up.. sian diaos. no mood to blog liao.. cyax.

2004-05-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

whoever the fuck is that anonymous person... seriously tell me... WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM? asshoLe. if u hate me soooooooooooooooooo blardee much. why the hell are u even looking at my bLog? if i disgust u so much... tell me straight in e face? since u hate me sooooo much... GET LOST LA? too bo liao arhx..... and wad e hell... sumone here doesn't even haf the GUTS to put her name? idiot...............

2004-05-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

wheeee... hahas. was under major depression last night... ookays. not veh major like last time... jus emotionally pain... n sad cos of nothing... weirdified. but nvmx... its over!!!!! hehex. n sum1 cheered me up!!! :D dun smile to urself kaex! LaLaLaX..
tmr... dunno wad to do... LoLx. carn wait to get dose studs off me ears... jus hafta wait fer another..... 2 mre weeks!!! arhh!!! veh long lehx... haha..
2day quite sianded... manage to do abit of e math hol hmewrk.. tho i haf like 8 out of 18 qns i dunno howta do... den realised its nt oni e ws tt we hafta do but the txtbk oso... soooo many qns... aiyoox!!!! n dats oni math itself... science sure gonna kill us de... plus chinese... confirm sum jian bao thingy... n lit prob jus to read tt stupiak bk. plus geog n hist!!!. ohh noo... dieded.
went grandma hse... blahhx. guess wad! my father's under this diet thingy... hahahh!! okok. crapx. bb!

2004-05-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

bloohx. blahh.. bleahhx. forgot wad im suppose to blog le... oh ya!!! tis morn's assembly... sum lame-o talk... stupid noeline lee... suckx... counsellor chao sarcastic... sian diaox. soo sad nvr combine assembly wif that class... hAix. oh ya. stupid mrs lee go ask us STAND n greet dose freaking pple kkx. like GD MORNING AUNTIES... wtf la?
had swimming.. dey did deir test... me doing nxt wk instead... dun tink can pass lor..... blah blah blah. was damn damn damn hyper... like did e usual tok to myself n laff at myself thingy... hahahax. but lost e "hyper-ness" after...... hmmx... kk... den tuition... sianer..... tmr free free.. sun bzbz... hehehx
cyax!

2004-05-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

i cant breathe easy. cant sleep at night, till you're by my side......

2004-05-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up
Shut up
Just shut up
Shut up [3x]
Shut it up, just shut up

[Chorus]
We're trying to take it slow
But we're still losin control
And we're trying to make it work
But it still ends up the worst
And I'm craaazzzy
For tryin to be your laaadddy
I think I'm goin crazy

Hey Mama lyrics
(la la la la la)
Hey mama, this that shit that make you move, mama
Get on the floor and move your booty moma
We the blast masters blastin' up the jamma
(REEEEEEEWIIIIIIND)
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look really make me feel naughty
Cutie cutie, make sure you move your booty
Shake that thing like we in the city of sin, and
Hey shorty, I know you wanna party
the way your body look really make me feel naughty

I got a naughty naughty style and a naughty naughty crew
But everything I do, I do just for you
Im a little bit of Or, and a bigger bit of Nu
The true niggas know that the peas come thru
We never cease(NOO), we never die no we never disease(NOO)
We multiply like we mathamatice
Then we drop bombs like we in the middle east
(The bomb bombas, the base move dramas)

Mwah!

When you look at me tell me what do you see
This is what you get it's the way I am
When I look at you I wannabe I wannabe
Somewhere close to heaven with Neanderthal man
Don't go, I know you want to touch me
Here there and everywhere
Sparks fly when we are together
You can't deny the facts of life

You don't have to act like a star
Try your moves in the back of the car
Don't you know that we can go far
Because tonight you gonna get my
Mwah! Mwah!
Don't play the games that you play
Cause You know that I won't run away
Why ain't you asking me to stay
Because tonight I'm gonna give you my
Mwah! Mwah!
(Uh!)

2004-05-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

okiex. so my bro jus got "ticked off" n he gaf me dis serious diao... whOa... n lyk cursing all e wayx. like chanting "fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck" ahahaha! ok... sadist me...
dance dance dance.. yippeee! hahahax. nonsense...
geog n hist... aiyox. serious lan bei shitx. my marks totally suck! argH!
forevas come n go... treasure ur loved ones... u haf limited time... hehehex.
byebye!

lifee

2004-05-16T12:13:00.000+08:00

hahax. ookays.. haven been blogging fer soo long... sudd feel like cos so many pple tag... thot mi blog kinda abandoned le.. hehe. nvm nvmx. yesterday rocks!! :D:D ookay.. i was suppose to go fer dance thingy... den i didnt go!!!!! chao regret canns.... haiya... hate myseLf. tmr got tennis training!!! eeyeeerrr... sianded... tues... hmmm... haha.... watched VHS ytd. siao siao larx. carn stand it. damn shocking can!! aRgH! lakii me nvr screamm.. phheewwx. so proud of myself! hahaha. nonsense. mi reached hme at like.... 9.58... heng arh... cos promise to dao jia @ 10 mahx... aiya... so earLy. sighhxx... shou bu liaos.
jus realised how lan my freaking chinese results is... hate it!!!! dieded le... blahx. tmr hist geog science? isit?? tink so... hist n geog confirm failded... cos for geog rite... e qns i dunno how to do adds up to over 20 mrks liao lor... den hist, i gaf up during e exam so jus totally write crap n didnt care liaos. how sucki can i get... sighx. science leh... my section A got 2 careless mistakes... questions that r soooo damn ez n i misread e qns!!!!!! fuckx. dennn... sect C de 1st qns whole thing wrong liaox. cham-ded le laaaa... confirm cannot get A dehx. scarely my results all B... eeyyeerrr...
oh yahx. mi wanna change blogskin liaos. this thingy sorta boreding me... nt nice. ugly. eeee... hahaha... kk, overly high.... but still... sighx. i thinking lyk siao liaos... bLoohx. seriously carn stand it... i wanna.............. hAix. nvm... hehe. bYe bYe. cyax. tAkE cArE!

2004-05-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

english: 64.5/100
maths: 67/100
chinese: 65.5/100

lousyx like shoots.

2004-05-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

heyx..... exams over le.. hohox. :D:D got all e post exam activities shit.. confirm sian diao... went orchard after exam.. one bug bug grp.. hehhe. den finally bought his pres lorx... so pleased wif meself... hahax. bye bye!

2004-05-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

hehx. exams... me fail all liaos. no need sayx... 8th may... special day huh... like alot alot of bad bad things happened today.. hahahax. got banged my bicycle kx!! blardee boi boi.. den wad.. oh ya... stupid pple kp freaking me up... girl went to like step on my slippers... fcuk. den parents argue... grandmother bad mood... blardee shit... auntie make noise... blah blah blah... worstest thing? hahhh...
den came up wif quotes again... wheee... we always hurt pple without us knowing... so tink b4 u act. sMiLeX! ohhh... n tat quote goes to me la... tink i always say wrong things.. hais. bloohhhx.

2004-04-30T20:43:00.000+08:00

i say huya! -huya!- say huya-hey, huya hey. say huya, huya. say huya hey, huya hey. say ole, ole, say ole rocks, ole rocks, say ole, ole. say ole rocks, ole rocks!! -woooo-..... ole ole ole ole.... ole.... ole.... :D:D:D mre power to the hr, more bounce to e ounce, we're the oleanders n we'll BOOM! knock ya down.. boom, boom, knock ya down... prepare for defeat, we've got the spirit.. we cheer and we lead, feel the ole beat!!!!!! :D:D:D cheerleading rocks rocks rocks rocks rocks, rocks? hahahas. we gt 1st ok.. FIRST!! hahahas. neh neh ni pu pu... oleander RAWKS!! heh heh heh.... :p

2004-04-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

i din get into shit. sighx. i hate tuition. wanna skip e blardee bishan tuition liaos. irritating. bloohx. isolate myself. hahax. sat public hol, still gt e fucking english tuition. killing me. cant stand it........ argh!!
whole body aching like shit! bt cheerleading rawks! ahaha. yayx!
arhhh... dunno how long liaos. been missing ya. but it doesnt heLp in any way. hahx. tRying to stop myself frm caring too much, tinking too much, loving too much. hahx. LaLaLa~

2004-04-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

hahax. im feeling wayy guilty now.. cos lyk im nt studying... and den i went to skip tuition today cuz of cheerleading prac!!! n oready me din go last wk liaos... mother come back, find out... i sure kena de... dieded lex. blohhx...
cheerleading's fun... e dance is v.v.v.v.v. nice worx... budden tempo chao fast canx. e slow me sumtimes cannot catch up. haha... n kena scolded jus cos we "peeped" a lil. lyk wtf larx. dey damn bitch can.. sudd realise cedar full of meanie pupus. 2 incidents liao.... go die larx. esp today wan. wha laux. damn fucked up la. idiotx....
anwx... im damn damn proud of myself!!! managed to stay happy for the whole week!!! wheee~ hahas. guess i'll be happy 4eva le lorx. screwed up my chinese exam today... cham liaos. prepared to faiL... hais. wish my luck!!! :(

2004-04-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

im damn tired... feel lyk dying cann... so stress....got so many things to do... den still got things troubling me. wad else la!!! room jus "reno" so hafta start packign in all my stuff le... Mid year chao near, i haven even started studying yets. too lil time, so many thins to do.. ARGGHH!!!
oready swimming made us "die"... tired lyk shit liaos... den kinda irritated n fan-ed by things n stuff n things n stuff n things n stuff!!!!!! stup math tcher sux lyk shit. dun uds wtf she saying...... freaking heLL.... idiot lorx. cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcb!!!
aiyaaaa.... got alot alot alot of things bottled up inside me la.... den kai bu liao kou to tell anybody... y liddat!!! swinged agains today... bleahx. hate mYseLf... kill me manx.

2004-04-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

another poeM...
destruction
Big brown eyes
and dark hair.
She's killing me,
It's just not fair.
the whole of my room she mess
Hey! I'm studying for my test!
I had to tolerate her, weeping
when mother comes in, ticking.
Patience is the key,
i haf to give in,
I'd rather flee
and escape from this world, FREE!!
A turnado spinning,
there she is,grinning.
Putting her nose in all that i do.
My diary she reads,
that's not all she can do.
She takes me as a fool
But i dun tink so, aint i cool (haha)
Evrything's up to this girl
A pampered child,
not me, her...
I'm tired, I'm dying..
I can't believe i'm crying.
If only she wasnt born,
My life wudn't haf been torn...

2004-04-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

i finished my poEm... in lyk 2 periods or so... hahahsss...
one veh rubbish larx. kk nt one. act both oso damn rubbish.

My life is lost without you
Though sad and down,
i cud not frown.
My world's a mess
perharps it's just a test.
I smile to the rest.
but my pain to them, was unknown.
i wished they had flown.
out of my mind,
into the bin.
With evryone, i grin.
But when i'm alone, my eyes haf water, filled to the brim.

Every thought of you occupies my mind.
But i wonder why.
Why do i always cry?
You broke my heart over and over again.
But you mend it back, just the same.
You're out with your friends,
i'm out with mine.
We never seem to find...
the perfect time.
Just wanna let you know that i'll luv u 4eva
I can't live a day to the full (kinda weird here)
Cuz my life's lost, without you...

2004-04-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

had geog n lit test todae.. lit was kinda ok lorx.
geog.. sighx....
i took my own blardee sweet tym to do e qns.
den while still tinking fr 3rd last question... tcher said "girls. u oni haf 5 mre mins left"
i was lyk... shit!!! haf 2 mre to go... 3 mrks each ok!!!
so... missed out on alot of pts.
din haf e tym to check
guess i'll make loads of careless mistakes!
heck.
was kinda in the mood fr exams today...
like i was calm n can "crap" quite alot.
after lit test....
had a few spare tym...
tinking n tinking... sudd had inspiration 2 write poem.
i'll finish it soon...
hehex. it'll be abt me!
n my life. n my thots. n........
u'll know....
tis way of blogging betta rite? so much ezier fr u all to read...

okokx. wanna say...
aiya... say another time. damn cRaP.
.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.
sighhhhhhhhhhh~ bbyex!

2004-04-13T15:18:00.000+08:00

sorrie... if my earleir post was kinda... sighx. nvm...
sooo... i sucessully lived 2 days happiLy...
i dun haf to tink of bad stuff..
its over... hope --'ll do sth abt it.
lalala.. nvm nvm..... hehexx... damn hyper larx. very siao of mee... kekex. bt i guess its fun lor
tmr got tests... jiu ming arh!!!
my room under "reno" so haf to sleep in mama rm fr the tym being loRx...
bloohx.
i luv you!
u luv me?
yes u do!!!
all of u do!!!!!!!
hahas. -crapified-
when life's down down down....
make it high up UP UP!!!!
*muacks* cya soon...
i hope....

2004-04-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

hahahha... im so happy!!! saltwater. lolx. blood!!! hahahaha.
2 da ji le... ouchx. hahaha. nvm..
did i tell u it rox to be aLoNe? lolx.
im losing grip.. hahaha.
heaven's so pro... raining sehx. thanx.
feel lyk jus taking one step out... hehex. if u uds me.
who'll be dere for u.. lolx
seriously dunno why im still holding on.. hahas.
nvmx. i rock! haha. byebyex..
ohh!! my pillow rox too...
yay. pillow's my bestest bestest pal ever... *muacks*

2004-04-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

hELLox!!!! long tym no update le. wahahahs. it rox to be happy!!! :p
im lost!!! dunno wad to say! lolx. hmmmm........
developed the fotos le... alot of pple owe me money sehx... clara, 25.. jess n lelin, 9.50 each.... whaa....
dunno why my mind's a blank now... hehx. nvm... bye bye ba

2004-04-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

huhuhu..... last match against SAC. the oni match gt hope to win. we lost. hahahas. heck la. dun care liaos. blahhh.... after match went orchard fr dinner... cudnt decide btwn KFC, Pizza Hut or Seoul Garden.... chose Seoul Garden bt turn out it was wayy tooo ex.... 15.99++ plus all e service charge n GST.... equals 200 plus plus plus lorx!!! sieow sieow de. in e end.... went to KFC...... u noe @ Taka. KFC n macs opp each other.... yuppx. cos Macs gt space ma.... so we lyk joined all e available tables 2gether lorx...... bt most of us eating KFC.. wanted to smuggle.... end up eating @ KFC. aniwaex. bought a disposable cam.... took quite alot of fotox... hehex. carn wait to see them!!!! :D:D
they had to go hme larx. rochelle had to wait fr her parents. so me n grace acc her!! i sonice... :):) sumthing crawled up my leg... thot it was sum fly.... swiped it off me leg..... guess wad was it!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIZARD!!! huge huge lizard okieeee!!!!! yuckiexxx..... went to take neoprint. quite nice. scan tmr. dunno wher to go. wad to do. ahahs
saw jeremy lyk tis whole week... evry single morning kaex. sighhh.... den lyk he n his fwenx kp taking note of me... argh!!!! irritating bubu nehneh pangsaix.
hmmx.... tinking... lolx. see lahx. me tink again... abt..... aiyox. lyk... they do they basic things. we do not. we're like nothing... ok.... im like nth.... blahx. jealous? envious? blooh? blah? bleah!!!!!! hahahx...
being happy is good!!! :D

2004-04-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

hAhAhAhA!! bReNdA cut her hair!!! wait! b4 u scream or wadeva... wanna say tis... still can tie la, lac. hahahahs. reallie reallie pissed wif it cos its freaking hell curLing... eeeeww... the fringe sum mre. yuckiex! mus go treatment le.... but when!!! june?! *sobbx*
MYE coming liao lehx. fast..... gd friday!!! go wher??? hmm... nvmx. forgot evrything tt i wanna say liaos. nv update fr 3 days leh!!! first tym can ren so long... heheheex. byebye.

2004-04-04T22:08:00.000+08:00

jus one thing... ytd... err... rawks?? hahx. dunno why it hadta end so fast... bloohx.
feeling damn lost now... last min packing of my room. n waiting fr sth... *sighx* deleted evry single msg on my fone... wtf... helpx!!!!
termites seriously infesting my room.... gt alot alot of things havent settle yet... yea. u can kill me. i dun mind dying.
helped my cousin act fr sum role play thingY fr his class project or sth. ok... i cant act. im stupid.
now jus tinking and tinking and tinking.... of wad? haiz. how to survive me days. i need to see ..............
hafta make me suffer liddat...... i wanna fall ill... den... HURRAY!!!
+missing u+ nitex...

2004-04-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

arhhh... trying to get high.... i'd better be lorx... tonight MUST finish packing... bt i see all the rubbish jiu sian diao. n stup science test suppose to be on thurs brought forward to tues... die la. me haven even study. *sighx* math test... me nt happie wif e results... hahx. den lyk. got 4 girls failed..... clara was waiting sooo desperately fr her paper. den in e end, left wif e last 4 failures, she haven gt back her paper yet la... she so ji dong, she cried larx... scary lehx. BUT!! of all e four papers... none were hers?? lolx. guess wad!!! her paper gt stuck behind dunno who's one... n she gt lyk 30/40?? hehex. den she felt reallie stupid i tink... all of us gt a shock la... l8r she straight away stand up... needed a hug... LOOK FOR ME LEH!!! hahahaaha.... tink i did sth reallie stupid laa... she said like she needed a hug.... so she turned behind us.. wahahs. den i straight away stand up n got soooo excited my chair like fell backwards.. n tadah!!!! a HUGGIE!! lolx... i tink i looked lyk i was really desp 4 a hug larx!!! :p nvmx.
rained so our match was postponed. was damn hungry so wanted to follow jess, kiat, lelin, rach to PS. at DB. was still veh veh hungry... ke shi! dey goin yoshi to eat... carn snack dere so shuan le. me follow rochelle go s'goon interchange. guess i shud get doing my science notes... :'( blooohhh.. bb?!

2004-04-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

dunno whether to blog or not... damn sian now... stupid fone lag lag lag.. idiot... use new fone oso no change. tink its m1 gt prob seh.... fReAk lorx...
packing my room lyk mad now... so can go out on weekends. :D monday dey coming to dismantle my room le.... no tym!!! nvmx. tml got comp wif SAC. gd luck?
today, class damn damn crap lar... hahas. wad we did... wasnt even a prank on e tchers!!! -regret- ya. we were lame.. nvm la... once in a whiLe... hehex. i failed on evry prank!!! me=failure.... chao shi bai!!! anwx. smile alwaex. bb...

2004-03-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

forced bY kar mun, fionana, dey all to blog abt wad happened on e 30th march... 6++ on e way to bishan, J8... we all went mad... prac mad.... actually not me lorx!!! ish tt km and nana... shout here, shout dere... den me n eugez dao dem... n they cont shouting!!! cos they called eugez pea-brain n alls. me n eugez wanted to go hme earlier... bt they two sloww piggyx... walk damn man la!!! so we jus ignore dem lorx. In e bus... went mad.... we made them sound like they were talking to themselves. den they were laffing non-stop n km kept saying eugez n (me?) pregnant, blah blha... made quite alot of noise in e bus ba? I was acting GRACIOUS... cos as GRACIOUS cedarians... we should move to the back of the bus and allow other passengers to board e bus... den was giving a hell of dao li stuff... l8r..... got place to sit. e 2 "preg" women zuo den we squeezeee to let km sit wif us.. chao dui lian larx.... i no face... hide behind eugez baq.. b4 tt me passed to fiona my BELOVED RACKET!!! btw. i named it pan wei bo.. n he's my husband. lolz. so... yAr... she didnt wanna return to me okie!!! she seducing my lao gong lor!!! so wen i sat down i was like.... aiya... making alot of stupid remarks abt her stealing my lao gong and alls... KM n Eugez hear liao, no face... thot i said it quite softly.. bt it didnt appear to be... made a fool outta myself. nvmx...
match against nanyang. lost. went makan.. ya kun!!! :D:D *yumm yumm* tried on clothes? weird... wahahas. but i lyk! yay!! going baq dere to shop... make sure i bring money this time!!! okiex.... forgot wad i wanted to say liaoz. ciaox... for now!! *muacks*

2004-03-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

err... ookay?? im in e middle of lessons... IT course... doing sum flash thingy.... hahas... damn nonsense... i drew like..... SOMETHING!! kekex... i made tis -thingy- grow ears, eyes, nose, mouth... den hair!!!! hahaha.... pro horx?? so its like in a motion clip thingy lorx... my fren did bu dao weng!!! kawaii!!!!!!!!! i gonna do eggy nxt... :p
raining outside!!! tml got hist n math common test...
oh oh oh!!! den u noe e comp lab windows frm outside u see ish lyk mirror.. we frm inside, we can see outside..... den dose pple walk pass hor!!! damn farnie la.... dey (frm outside) all stare at e "mirror"!!! hehex. so its lyk we see dem staring at themselves... sum of em even like... u noee.... "style" their hair in fronta e window!! wahahas....

2004-03-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

huhu... lost e match against st.threasa!! wtf... hehex. bt nvm... if im nt wrong, dun tink gt chance to get into semi-finals liao rite? aiya... jia you fr e nxt few matches wor... u all can do it de!!! kekex.
in e damn damn hyper mood today la... even my partner gt irritated by me... hahas... as usual... my damn hyper mood= laff 4 nth, suddenly smile to myself 4 no reason, make weird weird noises.. sing stupid song, talk nonsense.........
!!! haha... my poor partner... i was beating her lyk mads?? :p duno fr wad oso... sieow qu le... den rite!!!! we were singing songs... haha..... lyk... "sing..... e happy happy happy happy happy happy song, sing... e happy happy happy happy happy happy song... " ok.. DUN ROLL UR EYES U IDIOT.. blehx. den i sang " sing the c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g SONG, sing the c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e s-o-n-g SONG......" repeat n repeat.... arhh... dun say anything... ssssh...
wAdEvA hurh..... after match, @ first decided to go to esplanade wif Grace de!!!!!! hais... den end up going Plaza Sing... bloohx. me n esplanade foreva no yuan fen de!! why!!!!!!! nt fAirx. so...... went to starbucks, bought e so damn expensive raspberry frappucino... 5.95 okiex!!!!!! -broke- went back KFC bt e retard old woman dun allow us in... so we were like sititng outside... on e bench thingy... pathetic fools. den wok wok... look at rings...... decided which one was e nicest liaos...
on e way hme.... i wanted to take NEL de!!!!!! den dis Jess n LeLin want me pei dem take to YCK... bt i lazy..... knew they confirm grab me de... so rush down e escalator.... den they larx.. meaniex... unzip my bag.... heng they oni took my shorts... nth impt.. :p so jus let them go off wif my shorts lor. they threaten to leave it sumwher... in e PUBLIC... lazy to be bothered. so jus let her be...... l8r she say she left it @ e tap tap thingy b4 u enter e MRT station..... wahahax.... heck la... cant do anythin liaox.... hahax... wads a shorts doing in e middle of no wher lorx!
okiex. sent 955 smses. 45 left fr the nxt 10 days.... i MUS REN!!! i CAN do it de!!! lolx... cRap... bbx

2004-03-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

i wanna go out!!!!! i NEED to go out!!!!! *sighx* Miracle... e number of days i havent been going out. EVeryday in school confirm gt sumthing on de... Den weekends. Sat and Sun gt tuition... dun even tink im allowed to go out at all on weekends lor... lyk wtf! argh! hecks... today was Rosyth's sports day la... wanted to go de... budden nobody going.. OK. Got pple bt all my closer fwenx "nt free".. was lazy so i jus slept till 1030++ hehex. thats quite early fr me... Manage to finish all my chinese tuition wrk... n did a teeny weeny lil bit of history notex. tis time i make sure i beat eugenia... nehnehnipuupuu... hehex.
bloohx. im kinda boreddd.... esp when im onli left wif 90 msgs fr the nxt 2 weeks!!! hais... sum1 save me!!! needta occupy myself so tt my mind will be outta e fone!! haiz. hafta go out sumday man.... yuppx... and i haf competitions on monday, wed n fri... AND trainings on tues n thurs. so my whole week's filled with TENNIS....
ohh ya... n my whole hse crashing down liaos. jus found another termite nest... under tis wooden thingy of mine... and... MY BROTHER's ROOM!!! eeeeeewwww..... hmmmmmx.... we damn unlaki ritex....

2004-03-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

arhh... ytd was quite.... sucKy... we almost won TK... damn cLose lorx!!! nvmx... hope we beat e other 4 schooLs... dEn e rest shall no longer look down on CEDAR TENNIS anymore!!! e tcher tok to me and alls... k la.. i wasnt intending to tell anybodie anything... so i kinda lied to her abt certain stuff... dEn tis moRn... fren was damn sad cos of e match... i wasnt in a gd mood either.... den she was totaLLy crying thru-out e whole assembly? :'( mus stay strong kx!! dun gif up!! so e first announcement went lyk..... "announcement no.1... National Tennis Championships. Yesterday our C Division girls played against the TRADITIONALLY strong Tanjong Katong Girls School. We played hard but lost with a score of 3-2.. strive hard girls." or sumthing lyk dat... i was kinda -wadeva- at e TRADITIONALLY STRONG part... dEn she broke down reallie reallie terribLy.. hahas. prob e atmosphere.... plus mebbe sum other stuff...
in class suddenly had e sour sour heart feeling. was on e verge of tears... n i will cry once pple ask me stuff lyk... are u ok? dun so sad lar.. blah blah... sooo... pian pian me partner asked me dat... dunno ish her or sum1 else...
kkx... den after tt... my eyes were reallie reallie reallie tired liaos.... oni had math n geog todaex... e rest of e tchers nv cum. n we had swimming.. yuppx. gt back geog test. 13/20. better dan wad i expected.... bt e test was damn ez lorx!! me cud haf scored much much much better worx... had math test. i din study... gt rather confused n mixed up... dunno whether mus expand, mus factorise or wadeva shit....... hEck lar... tonite go study...
had swimming larx... den it was raining.. so we were swimming in e rain.. so shiok canx!!! hehe.. n my swimsuit's too loose!!!! bloohx. den e person so rubbish... eng so lan... hais!!! gt baq to school.... tennis foto-taking. i took out me specs... ++blinded++ tink e foto will suck... esp candid... carn believe i stuck out me tongue... goshx. went 4 creative writing den guai kia went hme...
i seriously cheered up alot...... so proud of meself!!! hahax... so to you out dere..... if i can cheer up ritex... u can osox. dun wadeva me... sMiLeX!!! aNd... ya... solve e probs quick!! :P blah blah blah. bb!!

2004-03-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

tODAY: had foto taking... went to buy me swimsuit... pigging out lyk hells... keep eating.. *sighx* shall jian fei liaos... finally finished the bLog... whoax.... nt nice...
tML: C div tennis competition against TKGS? yupp yupp... cant wait!! bt me nt playing larx... nvmx... see them play gd enuff... gd luck!! =D
fRi: swimming !!! die lee......
sorie if its brieF... jus now me type quite long den dis stup thing hang... lalax... gt alot of tests coming up!!! plus alot of hw... haven do yet......
left wif oni 180 msgs!!! for 2-3 weeks? haii~~ nobody to pei me liaoz... hEcKs...
my class e pple veh decieving sehx... hahaha... nt bad nt bad... bt hope they dun mix wif e wrong one.... dey so laki... pei fu... me??? hAix!! g2gx. bYeee... hAte schooL...

2004-03-22T12:26:00.000+08:00

hahas... 12.17pm. in com lab, art lesson... hehexx.... suppose to do blah blah la... but blah blah me i dun gif a blah abt him... ttperverttcher... eewx.. lolx... so i sorta went mad todae... made myself reallie reallie high... trying to lyk nt remember the soooo many things i haf to do... lalalax... den i lyk.... gen tcher ding zui andx... talking aloud in class?? okiex.. so its nth much... I KNOW... hahahaa.. i can get happie if i wan noex... there's nth much i can be cheerfuL of todae lorx.. in fact nth.. but who cares!!! hehex... got unfinished hols hw... ALOT left!!! plus pile of additional hw! sighx... loads after loads... schooL sux lyk shit.......
got back progress report... oOo.... even Mrs Tan said my 2nd tests nt doing well.... aiyox.... oni my sci doing well... blooohx. acc to tt stupid report, i failed my maths lor!!!! 44 or 48 or dunno wadx la... i dun fail any of my tests cann..... so idiot..... haiz... l8r ask tcher.... den first eng test got 60.. lyk whoa!! 2nd got 4o sumthing... :'( e rest i'll post sum other dae???? yuppx.. bt my geog n hist nt doing well... hahas... bye bye triple science!!!
oh ya.... u noe wadx... blogging's as gd as talking to urself... nt healthy leh.... hahaha..... wadeva me...... got training!!!!!!!!!!! *sighx*

2004-03-21T21:27:00.000+08:00

you know wad happens when bReNdA's feeling happy n damn damn high??? PPLE make me sad.... PPLE!!! human beings!!! things... matters... no one bothers... sooooooooooooooooooooo... i get back to e same 2 words... LIFE SUX... wads wif my freaking life lorx.... so idiot... ups n downs... ups n downs.. LITTLE ups and MANY downs... oh man... cRaP... i really really wanna be happy kaex... dun stop me liao cannnn... u suck!!
i trying not to care la, ok... trying not to take things seriously... schooL... tomorrow.... i'll be high... dun care.... suppose to go see e doc de... bt now... dunno liaos... e woman's in a bad bad mood.... yAr.. those pple in my life luv to make things bad fer me..... hahx?? but got pple dat at least care fer me... lyk my jies n meis... thankiex... nt my KORs and DIs tho... they shan't exist... -nonsense-
im veh veh fan... veh irritated... veh pek chek... all same meaning eh? noo... haf u really wondered tt if u die... if sumthing happens to you... what will those pple, ur frenx, ur whoever... wad will they do??? hmmmmx...... arhhh.......... ihatemyself...
howdoyouknowiftheperson'serightone? sumtimesitinkimbetteroffoutofluv...

2004-03-20T21:51:00.000+08:00

aRLowx.... guess wad?? bReNdA's NOT feeling jealous... :( NOT feeling jealous, jealous, jealous... bLoohX. yupp.. so im sorta in a quite high mood todae... lyk... i haf alot alot of troubles la... bud dunno why, this tym, i seem to be able to jus throw evrythin aside n "heck care"... yarx. bud u noe wad??? i tink i'll be back to e usual me agains... SOON...
*sighx * bReNdA tOh Yi LiNg is totally pigging out... i'm gonna get fat!!!!! :'( woke up @ 11 plus todae. ate lyk 2 breads n sum nonsense.. den mama bought lunch hme fer me.. noodles and alot alot of extra stuff!!! =fats= came hme frm tuition... ate oreo mcflurry. half a yam pie, a banana fan thingy frm old chang kee. 1 fish nugget n 2 hrs later, DINNER TIME... over stuffing myself... WHY??? kp looking for things to eat... aiyox!!! and now im eating biscuits!! hELp me....
n i terribly need to buy me swimsuit... oni haf lyk 6 mre daes left lor... bleahx. Mon going to see doc... :o tues training, wed, IT course, thurs, comp. Fri, swimming, creative writing.. WHY EVRY WEEK GOT THINGS ON WAN! sooo irritating.. nt looking forwaRd to school at alls... totally NOT looking forward... OH YA... saw ms low ytd.. she said i passed my geog!! yAy??? hahahaha.... laki me... reallie reallie regret nt listening to her tt dae lor... wtf. nvmx. over liao... hope wun be so bad.... altho i noe i'll oni pass by 1 mrk or so... nvm nvm...

2004-03-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.life sux.
haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-03-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

To all broken hearts, depressed, blah blah.... those who share the same feelings as me.. this is fer you...

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?

Will I take tender tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

2004-03-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

hahas. alot of things happen today?? LoLx. went out, watch huanted mansion. couple bside us sooo eeee.... yucks. den...... blah blah blah...
today quite e.. erms.. unluckY?? tML going out fer lunch wif fam... den go watch Jess's match... bloohs... hope i'll "enjoy" myself lorx. kk ba... go liaos... niteex

2004-03-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

quite happie today... hahas... had training in the morning den went escape meet up with km, fiona n lingy..
TRAINING: thot i wud be late.. but wasnt! whee.... did totally NOTHING lorx... kk la.. PT.. bt veh veh minor pt... hahas. like... total 4 rounds arnd courtyard, 40 crunches, 20 push-ups, 4 sets of 15-secs toilet bowl, 50 jumping jacks... shiok sia... luv tt kinda PT... wheeee.... bt my arm hurts now... dunno why la. sucks like shit. wahahas. cRap

got lectured... oh man, i suck.. hahas. bloohh... so by the time i got released, it was lyk 11??? rushed dere.... manage to reach at like... 12? we went to eat BK larx. spent 6 bucks dere... :( 1, went bck to escape... had to like... scream to get 20% off?? at first, km n fiona promised to scream wif me. bt in e end, they back out. so i had to do it myself. -_-|| hahas. embarrassing canx... bt i still did it. lolx. b4 tt, e fam in fronta us, e boi boi shrieked canx... *ouch* hahas. n he did it 3 freaking times!!!!!!!! bleahx. so got in, took... wad u call tt arhx?? cadbury?? huh?? dunno la... ya... sorta dun lyk e feeling of going upside down cos veh scared e safety belt thingy will suddenly release den i'll drop down.. hahahaa... other dan tt, evrything's fine.... l8r took wet n wild... got soooooooooo damn freaking wet... went out straight away hug fiona and lingy.. haha... to get them wet.. took off my skirt. squeeze..... wha laux. chao wet can... my shirt oso... like i fell into a pool or sumting.. so wet. nt fair!! den saw beloved junior of nana n lingy.... hahahahaha... i so crap, go hug her... to get her wet la. lolx. a bit stupid lor... cos i jus like... mian qiang de hug her... oh man. she din even agree?? wahahas... so stupid of me.... oh ya!! b4 tt... i got bday hugs frm lingy and nana.. so happy!! my first 2 bday hugs?? den when nana hug me, lol... we got abit of problems... cos... haha. e arms... aiya... misplaced lor...... :P:P:P !!DUN ROLL UR EYES!! after wet n wild,rained lyk mad.. took panasonic?? chao shiok... but we waited for almost half an hr... wtf lorx. n e ride chao chao short????? damnx. i scream n scream n scream... so nonsense!!
cos it was raining, decided to go take neoprints. hais. i oni took 3 rides... 3?!!!! CHAO worth it can... blehh... aniwae... went bugis... neoprints sucks like shit... e 2nd one nt so bad baa?? yarx. so right..... today horx.. spent... hmm.... $6 on lunch, $13.20 on escape, $4 on neoprints, $3.60 on tarts??, $2 on food, 25cents on ice-cream. hahahaha... abt 30 bucks lor... so tml can oni spend 20 bucks? nvm... i make my fren pay evrythin for me... hahahaha....
kkx. soo.. cyaz guyss!!! *muacks*

2004-03-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me.
happy birthday to bReNdA..
happy birthday to me..

LoLx.. wad an ordinaRy dAy... spent it without love... first thing in e morn. i get scolded... fReAk lorx... pple so nice, wish me happy bday, tok to me on e fone... u cant even excuse me and let me enjoy myself jus fer once... gReAt!! wad a nice nice convo... bt u ruined evrything... soRRY to whoever i've hurt out dere... i know im doing sumthing foolish... bt sumthing's making me do all these stuff? nothing seems to be stopping me... we'll see how it goes ba? yuppx. so far ma... i tink oni abt 10 pple wished me happY birthdAy lorx. first person hu called me on e actual dAy... fLoYd??? den Jansen? after tt, cK msged me happy bday oso... yay... thanks so much!! was rather sad cos oni got like... 5 pple wished me tt early early morning... about 9++ onwards... shawn, jess, Eugez, Jeremy, Ranjani, Km..... blah blah... wished me lorx... guess wad? i recieve NO bday hugs... NONE.... *sob sob* seriously... this bday doesnt seem like a bday to me at alls... e rest forgot today i guess... including sum brothers?? hAhAx... nvm la...

prev day. had dinner. celeb grandma bday. herbdayonesamedayasme. got alot alot of pres lorx... dey sang me a bday song!!! i requested it to be chao fast... budden dey purposely sang it damn slow fer me.... tsk tsk... wanna malu me onli.. hmphf. aniwaex... kinda disappointed cos i cudnt go to esplanade... sighx. my beloved place... act... cant imagine if i reallie spent my bday alone lorx. i dun even noe how to get to esplanade.. i feel so lost in this world... hais.

haf a new tennis shoe... on e look out for mre shorts and shirts. still waiting fer my surprise gift and alls... waiting for sumbody to gif me a bear bear?? flowers?? hahas... ring??? cRaP cRaP..... tml hafta go escape... nt sure if im suppose to pon training and all notx... oh man... so fu zha!! bleah... my mother jus told me my father's disappointed in me. so now wad? im restricted to do lyk... so mani things... wth lorx... pls pls pls... dun come hme so early today...

2004-03-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

to all whom i love.. hahas

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

2004-03-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha. i oni got.... 3 pres so far. 2 frm my gd gd da jie and san MEI and 1 frm my tuition tcher.... wheee.... veh little?? bt tis yr's bday abit diff ma.... so impt to me.... chao speciaL.... yAy!! cRaPPy mood. sorrieex

2004-03-10T14:07:00.000+08:00

ok larx... im back to normal le.... am i suppose to xuan bu evrythin to evryone reading??? sorta veh happie liaos... in school wu ruan wu gu smile... hahas... still haven decided on my birthday yets.... Ranjani gonna call me at 12 sharp!! woohoox!!! den dunno how mani pres i will get, who will wish me and all lar.... keke.... im getting luv-ish.... blehh.. byebyex!!

2004-03-08T18:22:00.000+08:00

haha. did i tell u guys tt i was chao happy today??? but i guess its the last day u'll see tt smile on my face ever again... and guess wad! i was so totally looking forward to my birthday.... now? i dun even tink im looking forward to tml...

wads evryone's perfect bday?? to spend it wif ur frenx, ur luved ones, enjoy urselves, ... ... wad's mine? -no comments- i'll be at esplanade i guess... i'll spend my whole night there... alone... yupp yupp. slept todae... to keep my thots away... bt i still cant help it... cant help the feeling to come back... my heart's torn apart... oVer and over again, u've hurt me... u're great... u can make my world such a great place to be in, u made it filled wif sorrow n pain too.. i was thinking of u... i was smiling away.... now i'm thinking of u... im crying away... hours k... honestly... ive nvr been so sad b4... how's tomorrow gonna be? dun worry... i'll be happy.. i'll be fine... love you guys loads.......

2004-03-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

this is so so so sooooo irritating.. alwaex must happen wan is it... last minute come tell me................... cb la... forget it.... prob be better off alone... freakersssss.... assholes....

i cud jus ignore evrything... take it calmly, ask my mother... bt y get wrked up!!! it happened soooo many times liao can... like evrytime sure happen tis kinda thing wan... so wad?? im fated to stress my life up, study e whole freaking dAy? im so not looking forward to nxt sunday... all i haf is tuition, tuition, tuition.... TUITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idioootttt.....

2004-03-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

wishlist for my 14th birthdAy!!!!!!!! =D *hint hint*

1. shorts
2. water bottle
3. markers
4. tennis shoe
5. teddy bear/ flowers =D
6. shirt
7. slippers
8. tennis over grip (for cheapos)
9. engraved ring?? (err.. dunno??)
10. anklet

other stuff oso can... all must be nice nice wan arhx... hahaha... why am i saying all these? like want u all to buy liddat.. act. no need la.. thot that counts!! Luv you all!!! bb..

2004-02-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

a person of darkness, a person of light
dull and moody, is my type
cheerful as can be, happy as may be
trying to be both but none can be me.
if u haf troubles, need the love and care
jus let me know, and i'll be dere.
let the rain fall, let my tears drop
let my heart cry, but please make me stop.
i wanna be alone, and try out my luck
but sumone is always dere, to give me a hug.
Yesterdays haf passed, todays have come
a new day has started, and i'm yet to be done.
i will be me, without any frights
my life shall be day, it shan't be night.

-bReNdA (nt exact version)

2004-02-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

had tuition today. it sucks sucks sucks... was so relieved it was over. but guess wad? i took the wrong bus... haiz... den ended up at eunos interchange. lucki dere got MRT ... pheww.. stop at aljunied, took 100 den change to 103. went hougang pt. grocery shopping. LaLaLaX. had heavy heavy dinner. btw. in e morn. i went to see sum doc for face treatment thingy. e doc so nonsence.. eeeyeerr. n i jus realise im making my mother spend alot on me... one month,
EL tuition: 200
CL tuition: 350
Mathx n science: 150
hP biLL: 50
contacts: 90++
facial treatment thingy: dunno how much, tink abt a hundred..
feelin bad... howw?? nvm... see how.. go save up and alls lor...
i jus recalled my poem... check it out.

2004-02-25T21:20:00.000+08:00

haf u ever wondered... if the guy (ur bf la, duh) doesn't take the first move, will u, as a girl.. take e initiative to.. erm... u know?? hAhAx... saw this cute lil couple @ bishan todays... e guy right... yalar.. nt really doing anything to the girl.. shy shy de.. den e girl jus touch him.. like.. hold his hand and all?? den e guys was sort of moving away frm her... he look sooooo shy can!!! hahaha... cute.... n they quite short.. even cuter!! dunno how old... P6 arhx?? LoLx....

den we were oso counting the number of nerds we see... guess how much?? 23... yupp... hahahaa... wadeva la, hurh... tomorrow got YEP.. so irritating!! go fer wad lorx. eeee....

dunno wad to do to dis particular person... hELp!!!

2004-02-22T13:12:00.000+08:00

heyss!.. trying to be cheerfuL.. no more mood swings man.... haha. so far so gd lar... must nt care about wad pple tink of me ma... mebbe thx to sumone i'm feeling better le.. hmmx... sumtimes i wish u were right beside me... but i guess this dream will nvr come true... cos i know u're nt meant for me... and maybe..... i wasn't meant for you... hehx. i thot of this last night...

yupp yupp... bt i really dun uds wads happening to me... why do tears always appear in my eyes? like i laugh, den got e sad teary thingy... n den when im thinking of stuff or jus dazing away... feel teary againx... last night i yawn abit oni e tears flow out continuously... haha. cRaP right?? mebbe too much water content in my body le... "right" keke

wonder wad it'll be like if all this din happen... when the person was there for you, we usually dun learn to treasure him/her much. now that's he/she's gone... we regret... oh mannn....

2004-02-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

ok.. today was a total MOOD SWING-ish day... reallie reallie swinged alot today.. see how i started off...
came to schooL at. 630? e same old peeps on e bus. mus tink... i went to school.. oh ya. met sye yuet on my way.. kkx. den reach schooL, rather high... cos i said hi to ying wai?? lolx. ok... den after tt was rather... bad tempered.. was on e verge of tears. dunno y. i jus.. like. turn away.. den will haf tt teary thing... aiya. hecks. during jogging... was in the -tennis mood- play until chao shuang. but class dismissed earlier.. so.. pei dem go makan... fren cried... din noe wad to do. im shi bai... blehh... den was in e high mood... like before maths test, i was laffing away fer no reason?? oh man....

after schooL played tennis la... was quite ok until my fren left. den was reallie reallie sian liaos. no mood play tennis.. was rather ok, slightly on e high side untiL......... i go find trouble fer myself... blah blah blah. dun wan elaborate. after tt was TOTALLY MOODY... during tuition, felt veh stressed... after tt... sumone msged me... ok la.. u did ur part. thx lor... bt like.. e more u doing this, e more i find it hard to... yar... forget... bloohs... y arh... nvmx... gotta reallie study liaos. tml got tt fucking tuition. great!! *sarcastic* bYe.bYe

2004-02-18T18:32:00.000+08:00

ok... 3rd time??? tis tym its WHOA... wads happening!!

2004-02-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

hahx. wads tis? i cried fer sum small matter.. whoaaa... wads wrong with me!! its the 2nd time liao lorx... damn... wake me up!

2004-02-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

who who who?? who's out dere!!! tt stupid tuition.. i veh stressed in schooL liao le.. one stupid tuition pop up... i tell u bcos of tt fucking tuition, the more im gonna rebel.. im gonna PURPOSELY do badly.. cos i cant stand it... i dun do things i dun like... im tired canx.. enuff liao larrrr... sumtimes... jus feel like ... dying... get it over please!!!!!!! fuck u

frenx... u all trust me at all notx?? keep thinking im jealous rite? i make myself clear u all dun believe.. wads tis shit! u guys jus dont trust me. im disliked.. yes i am... why!!! can i jus get myself outta here?? stupid valentines. I hAtE yOU!!!!!!

2004-02-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

oOoOwIe... long time no blog lerx. doubt anyone visits now.. sooo... yuppx!! hahax... guess i hafta accept things the way they are... sumtimes... u jus gotta sacrifice. not evrything goes ur way... wads e use of wadeva feeling u haf after knowing sumthing when it jus makes u feel worse?? yAr... so to all pple out dere facing probs. heck care wadeva tts happening... u cant choose e way things happen right.. conclusion: ReLaTiOnShIpS sUcK. and... dun get all troubled over stupid stuff like tis yupp?

went out today.. before tt, went to TP to study... managed to do sum maths sums and memorised the cheng yus.. so hArd to get into triple science arh? i scared liao leh... hahx... tml gotta go collect new specs and contacts!! woohoo... but contacts are soooo not me lor.. bubu la... dunno why my mother want... bt nvmx... see how it goes!!

my english tuition thingy officially starts next sat... wad e fuck lorx. im stressed over tt.. i hAtE tt stooop tuition.. stoop tuition on a stooop day... fcuk larx! hmmm.. wadeva la horx... now i hate saturdays. grrrr... k larx... g2g le... cyax pple.

2004-01-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha... so wad am i left with now?? trying to accept the fact... but it jus takes soo long... bloohx. sick... im sick... KEWL RITE? coughing... now sneezing away... wahahhas. sum1 teach me how to get feVer.. wanna worsen my throat dEn can lose me voice and not tok... very very fun de lorx..... :D

jealousY... it kiLLs evrYthing... friendships destRoYed and alls. tell me, did i do the wrong thing tis time??? trying to find sumone to listen... but... nobody... nobody's out dere... shuo bu chu kou osox... wadeva la. hor?? yupp yupp... so hope me heAL e pain real real quick..... LaLaLaX..

2004-01-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

ya... things HAVE to happen... aniwaex. this eNtry arr... speacially to jessica... wheeee.. im not PISSED with you and i DUN hate you... ok la... even if i was angry or wadEva it wont be on u guys... it will be on mesELf... jus sad that my life has to be like dat... wadeva larx.... like i can decide if u all will be closer and alls..

wadeva tt happened... the past will jus be my memories... i will alwaex remember u as my fren.... yupp... i dun wanna be sum unreasonabLe kiddy... soooo.... :D get hAppY ppLE... it hELps....... seeyax!

2004-01-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd... i dunno wad the hell im doing... being mean and alls... :( wads up with me!!!! wahaha...
feeling abit crazy, mad, happy, pissed, sad... and jealous??? plus love-ish-y... wadEva la, hoRx??
tiaow you arh..... ang pao monEy this yr very little lehx........ :'( sad ehx....
dunno wad i wanted to say liaos..
so, bYe!

2004-01-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

i wanna scream!!! wanna tell u straight in e face how much i hate you!! but i jus cant bring myself to do that... u hEck care.. win liao lar... jus so blaRdee sick of this stupid freaking life of mine!!! fuckkkk larxx... jus had to spoil my mood when evrything was going alright....

---'s like strEaling evry single thing from me... jus get out of my life lor!! why mus u do this....... hAiz...... hate u, hate myself!

pretence

2004-01-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

yar... so wat if i put up a cheerful front?? does it help? jus laughing away... trying to get myself all high and frenzy... when deep in my heaRt... NO, IM NOT DAT HAPPY... i jus need sumone to listen... no.. someone i can tell everythin to... the only person or shud i change it to THING i can think of... is... PAPER... blogging... i jus cant... cant bring myself to tell anybody anything... bottle evrything up... what do i get in the end? hurt...

frenz... are they really there... all the 'brothers' i've adopted... do they really care??? i talk and talk and talk... crap and crap and crap... even i myself finds it irritating... im jus getting over-sensitive by the momEnt... tRy to tell them things... but all they gif me in return... is a COLD SHOULDER... wad exactLy do i want in life?! im like... stressed up!! bcos of tennis. bcos of homework, bcos of the tchers, bcos of e responsibility on me, bcos of being the rep... or rather... maybe IT IS ME MYSELF... dEre is like... little time for everything!!!

tennis... schOOL team business... competitions stuff... my "dear dear" COACH... if he carries on practising nepotism... damn, are we gonna suffer or wad?? go ahead... train those u like.. train those who are good... hEck the rEst rite??? yAr... soo pro-ed of u... come on la... make the sec 1s take oVer us lor... dEn we can sit dere watch them bring GLORY to the team lar... n jus tell us... " we dun haf any players " WAD THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN!!!!!! we cant play. we're lousy.. we suck... *diaos* jus... wadeva la, kk!!

school stuff.... teachers arh... dunno wad u all talking about lor!!! pile sooo much things on us... can die wan leh!! haiz... since i dun understand a single thing u guys teach... i hafta like... do self-study... already no time liaos... still add load... piles after piles... my hearT's locked up le...

to particular pple up dere... im soo trying to be nice... and u are like... getting me on the nerves all the time... is dere jus... someone out dere... tt can heLp me out... pls... jus let evrything pass by me... QUICK... i WILL try to be cheerful..... i will always be... but when is tis pretence gonna stop?! i cant go on forever. cant hide my feelings forever... teach me how to be cheerful... NATURALLY...

=bReNdA=

2004-01-13T09:02:00.000+08:00

wheee... im in schooL now... wahahax.... :D:D being happy can relieve stress lea.. LOLx... zhen de lor... as long as u tink of getting high and being happy... Den can forget all troubles... hahas... cRaPpY me...

sec 2 liaos.. alot of pple tired of living lehx... including me... HEHX... but i guess... im over with tat thot... yupp... mus kai kai xing xing zuo ren worx... EH... whoever reading this... DUN ROLL UR EYES! i noe im lame... :P:P DUN LAUGH AT ME OSO Ok...

am i over with mood-swinging??? i mus be a very very very nice gEr gEr... hahahaha.... okok... lammeeeeeeeeeee... tink i better go before u pple da wo... CIAOx

2004-01-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

hehx. aint my blog a faiLuRe? never update at all liaos... lalalax... schoOL start liao hor.. yuppx... alot of stress!!! :p hope can cope with it LaRx... dEn got outside stress oso... dose pple arh..... killing me!! fReAkos... hEck.

tennis rox lor... yay!!! but im like the lousiest in schooL teAm... now even lelin and kiat all can serve... i in school team... cannot seRve. hAiZ! mus go train up!! Grace now got training, getting pro-er!!! boox... sec 1s... quite alot got experience de... tink they will be not bad lor... nvmx... we sec 2s mus win competitions this yr... bLeAh... duNNo wad else to say liao lea... blogging getting more boring liaos!

2004-01-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

wha.. i see quite alot of pple do new yr resolutions, i oso feel lyk doing.. LOLx... okok... here it goes... mostly on studies wan lar... sec 2 ma... :(

1. mus study damn damn hard...
2. dun go out so often
3. spend less money
4. save at least 500 bucks tis year
5. d n t, hE, lit,... mus get B
6. top 10 in class
7. play gd gd tennis
8. get a coach
9. get into tRiPLe science
10. stop mood swing-ing
11. be mre cheerfuL

lalala?

2004-01-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

jus suddenly had the mood to update... started schooL todae!! wtf... can feel the stress coming in liaos... tchers... soso larx... no prob... last night was totally dreaming of ju-on... cudnt sleep... so stare at the ceiling.. den very scared the thing suddenly crawl out... freaky... toilet oso... feel like as if the thing gonna suddenly appear right in front of my eyes... thot i wud be the oni wan that cant sleep... but lelin oso nvr.. hahas... heng arh.......

ok.. so got a really really strict form tcher... tbc... she's nice lar... jus tt... no more folding of shirt.. no mroe low socks.. hais!!!! boringggg....

2003-12-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

got myself into deep shit jus for staying up till 4am in the morning and was caught msging... mother keeps giving me lectures... what the fcuk larx... tok tok tok... "trust is not given to you. you hafta earn it urself" wadeva.... and ** so does not rock... doesnt care... jus wondering if this whole thing is sum kinda prank... some game... you think it's fun to play arnd... i dun think it is... ++ DUN SAY U LOVE ME UNLESS U MEAN IT, COS I MIGHT DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE TO BELIEVE IT++ it's e start of joy or sorrow? i dunno what the hell to do... hais... i jus hate you......

2003-12-22T12:08:00.000+08:00

haha... yesterday equals... mad shopping... from 1030am to... 6 pm!!! hahax... bought all my christmas pres liao... 2 jackets, 1 bag that's all?? haha. tink so... then e jacket hor... 1 ish roxy de.. 95 bucks... e other veh cheap..32.90 oni!! then its black.. and has e word dada on it... funnie seh... cos like sum pple call me dada... and dada is the dunno wad bball brand... kewl... :D:D aniwaex... nothing much to sae liaos... cedar cut-off point 247... another yr of geeks coming in??? oh no...

2003-12-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

i still need to do hisotry, english and chinese... die lar!! no time... i still need to go shop shop for x'mas.. haven got anything for anybody yet lor...
my wishlist this yr...
a bag... jacket ( drk blue/black )... wilber pan 'new' cd (green cover wan)... ... wei bo, energy,... de << Universal Love>>

2003-12-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

whoa!! haf been a long time since i updated hor?? hAhAx... nth much happened... rebonded my hair on thurs... painful ok... horrible job.. it's curling already... wtf lor... :( aniwaeX... i sooo HAF TO comment about yesterdae ok.. fun DaY... =D

was forced outta e hse early in e morning... wanted to sleep... hAiX... went shopping with mama... den met up with auntie @ taka de adidas to buy our shoes... she buy for us de... :D was kinda disappointed dere cos lyk... got veh little choices... den nt veh nice.. wanted e superstar shoe... but soooo disappointed!! no colours lor... oni black, red and pink... wanted black at first... but was convinced that it WAS kinda boy-ish... and quite common among guys rite.... so mother persuaded me to get the red wan... and i did... wadeva lor... din want it cos hard to match... but concluded tt... wadeva i wear.. still can wear the shoe... even if wear black and blue... oso gonna wear e red shoe... so dun come saying that i got no taste... hehe...

was kinda restless so didnt wanna shop animore... at first... we wanted to take neoprints wan... 4 cousins... but my mother say wait for my brother... den 5 cousins take... nicer... n tis time.. we hafta bring ariel and jon along too, i guess... tink it wud be kinda nice... since i've alwaex been taking with the same old frenz... it will be diff tis tym.. mre varietions.. ya noe... den we went to moju.. hugging evry single thing we saw dere.. like totally... n dere was this cushion thingy... my cuz sat on it... n like pretend to sleep.... -.- mother bought for each of us... d 5 cousins... each a thingy... plus another 2 kiddos... and each cushion thing is almost 50 bucks?? whOa... but it's sooo freaking soft and cosy... extremly huggable.. i jus luv it man... xD

after all e craps.. went cousin hse... i got a shock THRICE... like... we were watching the repeat of hong xing da jiang... den suddenly hor... got one bird flew in... and guess wad?? it hit the blardee window... den immediately... me, my mother n my cuz like screamed and ran straight to the kitchen... scary kaeX!!! the bird blur or sumthin... n e maid prob polished the window too clear liaos... wha laux... freaky k... imagine this... bird.. fly in den... *bong* hit e window... ouchies!!! e maid went to like chase it out of e corner... n it went to hit behind my bag... so my bag has sort of got ... it's blood... poor bird... sooo pain man... after about another 5 minutes... suddenly... got another bird of e same species... hit the other window... wha lau eh.... den it stood dere for quite a tym... blur blur wan... x) later... i wanted to go to e toilet... den on e way... table got one luo han yu... n bloody shit... IT WENT TO GO HIT ITS HEAD AGAINST THE TANK LOR... once again... i got a shock... :| hAhAx... oh ya!!! on tt night b4... i dreamt of pan wei bo leh!!! hahaha... like... we chatted and walked arnd... alot of things la... soo happie... lolx.. i abit siao liao.. keke... wilber rawks man!!! :D:D:D

2003-12-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

whee!! eh... no... BOOOO... im back... do i haf time to update?? yea... jus spill evrythin out... AUSTRALIA RAWKS... well... it's like my 2nd home le... alwaex go dere... fun bt sian too... weather si bei shiok... it's cold... :D like... the wind is chilling and alls... den got the strong sun up dere... bLaHx.. rained on the last 3 daes... so we oni enjoyed like 4 days in the hot sun... weather dere now is VERY VERY COLD... beware all those going dere... e "worlds" jus rock...

Day 1, 28th Nov, night.. in airport. an hr or so before i left.. smsed to sum pple.. saying... crap larx... i din jus send to one... so dun get too happie... sms went out to km, eugez, shannon, shawn, jT,... first to reply was shawn.. den jT.. den wen reach australia(day2)... got replies from.. shannon.. and chong yong smsed me too... sorry for nt replying!! whole day slacked arnd. went beach and alls... LaLaLaX..

Day 3, went to australia zoo... 2 words. IT SUX... no comments.. bye

Day 4, MOVIE WORLD... fun... took alot of rides... batman ride 2... WORSE THAN THE OLD 1. scooby doo... its freaky... veh decieving.. cos little kids see, tink inside nth much... but... ITS SCARY!!! steep slopes, sharp turn.. ugly monsters.. drop down backwards sum more... fun! den took wild wild west... I'm luving it. river ride (boring).. at least 10 tyms of the roadrunner rollar coaster. LOLX.... nth else i guess???

Day 5, shopping @ habourtown.. So kewl, so fun, so tiring. bought a whole lot of stuff...

Day 6, Wet 'n' Wild, i was a little coward tt dae. but bro forced me to go on rides cos the min was 2 per "tt thingy" so... go lar... dun regret.. FUN!!! :D:D:D:D but chao cold.. cos it like rained halfway... brrr.... took all rides cept for terror canyon (no tym), double screamer. yuupp

Day 6, shop again!! at pacific fair tis tym...

Day 7, DREAMWORLD... this place jus rawks!! took... reptar, WIPEOUT :), vintage car -_-, gold mine, wild rapids, rocky hollow,... ... lots mre. wipeout was shiok.. but i got freaked out larx... dunno how i got on it e last time lorz... when going upside down... felt like as if i wud jus drop out of the seat thing... wadeva... nick central rawks... :D

Day 8, dae to leave... slacked arnd till 7pm, brought lagguage down... took the bus to brisbane...
1am flight, 650 arrive at s'pore. 730 @ hme... saddd :(

this trip rox... damn relaxing... once i stepped into my hse tis morning... felt like... evrythin comes back to me.. loads of things to finish.. dun ever wanna come back here... rides were fun cos cud SCREAM like shit n no1 wud care... now im back... sooooo many things to settle... bLeAhX

2003-11-28T12:53:00.000+08:00

whee!!! let me see... 5 mre hours to go and i hafta go downstairs wait for taxi liaos... Hehe... now tinking if i shud bring my discman along. wonder if i can survive one whole week without pan wei bo and jay chou. plus linkin park... shud i bring??? Hmm... dun even noe whether i got time to hear anot...forget it... i shall test myself

gotta finish up with as much homewrk todae... im way behind time lorz... hais... lazy la, wad to do?? hehx. i dunno y but i haf those kind of thots. like... will sumthin happen to all of us?? hAhAz. CrAp... veh scary lehx... imagine u in the plane that's gonna crash or sumthin... hais :o i abit the siao to tink of those kinda things... but... still.... LaLaLaX...

friendster jus sum pathetic thing... not enuff testimonials lehx... :( wadeva... okiex... see u guys... dun miss me worz!!! :D

2003-11-27T13:01:00.000+08:00

had.. tennis farewell party yesterday night... fun is fun la... but too sad me and lelin had to leave early.. *sobs* Had bbq la... we din eat much... went to do the bombs... den plae here, plae dere... got all wet larx... dUh... splashed water and me... All... almost all got pushed into the pool... not me... hAhA... dunno y LaRx... LoLx... but still.. me was oready all wet le ma... took PUBLIC transport home lor.... BUS AND MRT LEA... was cold... brrrr.... den i wore like.. white shirt.. so was TOTALLY TRANSPARENT!! haiz... -embarressed-

din go training todae... wonder wad dey did... I flying off tomorrow le... fast rite?? *yipees* bbut soon enuff, i'll be back... Hais... like veh short.. wadeva lar... gonna take alot alot of rides... gonna enjoy myself thorougly... LaLaLaX... and i suppose to go buy slippers todae... wad now?? hummx... nobody to go out with lar.... zhao zhi dao ask lelin go training with me den after tt go shop together... bleahx...

2003-11-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

wad the hell... i look chao bai chi on tv... why the take me at the wrong time ne? den i was screaming like mad lor... aiyox!!! but quite fun la... jus sad tt our voices cannot hear on tv... cannot hear us singing and all... *sobx* ytd was fun la... jus screaming and shouting and wadeva shit... hahs.. den ar.. i picked up this AUTOGRAPHED WILBER POSTER in the bus.... but... in e end.. went baq to tt girl. for sum reasons la.... never mind... when is he coming back to singapore ne?? i make sure i go...as my cousin said. he very dua pai leh... first artist we go chasing around lor...

kk... jus packed my room... but still as messy as before lehx. wth... tink i gonna finish up with my geog... den go pack again...

2003-11-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

feeling very stressed. got alot of things to do... holiday homewrk. secretary stuff... and my stoopid room is messy like hell!! n oso nid to get my sec 2 books... hafta clear room first... wtf la...

played match with jess today... damn pek chek. i gaf up in the end. for wad?? dunno.. i jus swinged. i chao lazy. nvr run enuff... mus go play mre i guess. all the best to myself. nxt yr competition sure wun plae de. and confirm get kick out. bet lelin or mebbe natasha's gonna replace me... dUh!! i tink the score wad 9-4. down...

leaving soon... friday... can't wait?? -w- first. hafta do my eng den geog and history... and i'll bring a english bk dere to read and the liu jing chinese bk. den come back i WILL hafta finish up all the reports i haf to do. and gan with secretary stuff... feel like jus slamming sumthin!! kk... later got dinner... lalalax...

2003-11-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

haiz haiz haiz!!!! thot so,e pple maybe miss me so come online for a while. shun bian update blog for my loyal readers... later dey sad... cant stand it le... i'm swinging a lot... wif my parents... grr... i wanna bao zha liaos!! damn damn irritated wif em lor... dun feel like even celebrating my mother's bday tml... n i'm not gonna gif a freakiN damn... idiot family... idiot ME!

went out with siew boon and didi today larx... ok lor... un-expectedly... i dunno y... i tokked alot?? dunno lehs... normally nt really like that de... when i go out with bu shu xi de ren la... but... hmmx..... dunno larx... jus tok tok tok lorh... gd sia... i like!! hehx... watched movie. and guess wad, half way thru sound system gt prob. i tink i dun reallie pei wif them... they too "guai"... shud go out with KM.. veh fun... got ma fan to re... i feel like jus finding some prob mans... i tink im siao.. im going crazee... n i so need to stop swinging!!!

ytd had class gathering...-no comments- SIAN DAO YAO MING... wadeva larx... i still very very irritated wif family.. i tink i'm the one lorh... oh ya.. n im so broke. oni haf 9 bucks in my wallet.. AND AND AND... i broke my bowling high score again today.. i tink... forgot wad was the last wan lar, bt anyway.. 129...

watched the pan wei bo gao xiao xing tong thingy at cousin hse again todae. nice.. i wanna learn the dance!!! sumtimes i jus feel like... erms. shuan le... bye peeps!

2003-11-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

stoopid hx suppose to return me my games today.. doesn't seem like it now... hmm... wtf is he up to?? h3cKx~ Finish tuition not long ago... waiting for classmates come online... so can ask them wad dey want me to bring... played with my new racket... nt soo bad larx... better... budden i dun use force nowadays... like jus touch the ball...if use force, need to "slice" if not will go out...

blardee hell... i dun wanna be in singles.. so dun wan to... waste of tym... i DAMN SCARED TO PLAY SINGLES LOR... why mus coach torture me!!! grr..... i wan doubles!!! doubles, doubles, doubles... i totally cant play singles... Jessica can... is coach blind or wat... BLEAH... Now hor... tennis training bu xiang yi qian le... who SAY we slack??? hmphf~ getting tougher liaox... i need to go jog mre ofteN... wadeva~ coach is making us run 10 rounds fer warm up!!! dEn we haf to do physical... like jump around e lines kinda thing... or running "sets" tiring lyk shit... i dun mind e jumping and hopping stuff... jus... NO RUNNING.. please...
whee... tml iSh CLASS GATHERING!!! jus nice seniors arrange to go out tml... queensway... boo~ mi cant go.. dunno if i shud even go out tml... chao sianz... :( kkaex.. tink i go listen to wil.p de CD...

byex!! oh yar.. pan wei bo ish chao CUTE.. like small boy boy, haven grow up yet... kekex... hais... chasing after ur IDOL jus makes u even crazier abt the person... WHEN CAN I EVER SEE HIM AGAIN?? hahahas... nvr... yupx. shud stop DREAMING... time to wake up!! LaLaLaX

2003-11-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

LALALA... jus watched gao xiao xing tong... WILBER PAN on it ma... dance to wo de mai ke fone... *woo* so cool, so shuai... mi wanna learn the dance steps... LoLx~ really lar... he jus simply R-O-C-K... :D:D:D

todae went to body worlds with didi(jT) and his fwen.... dunno who... mi... oni gurl... grrr.... said i was jinx oready.... nvr sucessfully went out b4... sumthings alwaex HAF TO happen lor... yar... so go dere.. walk walk.... nt veh fun la.... cos i dun understand evry sIngle thing tt i saw... hehx... wad 2 do... mi dumb ma... Den.... yar.... tell u arh... the best part of the musuem is...... ........... *drum roll* THE COMMENT AREA!!! hahas... get to lyk write ur comments on this book... sooooo totally cool... welll... mi wrote nonsence... hahas... and definately, of cos, i wrote down... PAN WEI BO ROX!!! hahaha.... U noe arh... al e skels and models all male wan lor... oni 2 ish female.... wadeva larx.... mi din really care... :D sooo happie...

finished at arnd... er.... 250 lyk dat... no wher to go... so went to... CHANGI AIRPORT!!! lols... sian dao yao ming.... mi was quiet thru out... dunno why... im anti-social... yeah man... :) After tt jT had to rush to training... so all zhao lor... i go bishan... meet eugez and km.. go change the OP pants... now damn nice... hehx... Den... as usual... we... TOOK NEOPRINT!! hehehehe... damn blardee nice... luv it.... But i dun haf it.. Grrrr...... kkaex... see ya soon.. tml gt tennis den tuition... wed got class gathering.... cant wait for thurs... LaLaLaX

2003-11-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

wilber pan jus totally ROCK!!! soooo shuai kaex!!!!! sooooo cute some more... hahas... bt me and him lyk very the mei yuan fen sia....... friday go there kua bo... today go... actually is photograph session lor!!! den wad e hell... we go soooo earlY n din know mus take dunno wad shit number... Grrr.... forget it... hehe... he take the fotos all put weird weird face... ka-wa-ii!!!!!! luv him!!! :D:D:D if oni i noe sum1 as shuai as him... :o:o:o I took like alot of fotos... didnt bring the video cam... fcuk sia!!! sooo angry!!! budden manage to took one veh close de... cos he finish taking and all... den we run to the exit. i stand at corner. he come out of door... side grin at me, i pai xia lai... woohoo!!! totally cute man... doubt if i'll sleep tonight...

den den den.. aiya... all i can tink about is him... cutey... :( next tym he come to singapore.. me gonna chase him evrywher... stupid la... regret nt getting his autograph tt day.. all eugez fault... BLEAH... kk, nvmx.. it's over... i will miss him... orh.... :'( Wilber Pan Wei Bo jus rawks my life... :D first person i go chasing after lor... tt lucky chap... booo...

2003-11-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

hahahaz... today shoooo happy!!! :D mi dunno if i shud still go IMM tomorrow... for the sake of PWB... hmmmmmX~
woke up freaking early today... 930!!! me, bro, mama went NTUC..... 2pm set off to Orchard... (again) hahaz... go buy my RACKET!! yay!!!!! gt this drk blue and black wan... Erms... Triad Hammer.... kewl...... wanted to buy the other hammer which was abt the same as audrie and rach but it's abit sleeker and drk blue.... ended up didnt cos the sales person recommended triad... say veh gd price... so wadeva lor... hehe... tonight dad wanna play tennis... wHa.... suddenly so on abt it... fun fun fun!!! bought a shirt... cheap skate de... kekex... dEn eat alot of snacks lar... :( and spent... 250 bucks... plus 10 on EZ-LINK.... my savings ALL GONE!!! 250 on that racket and balls... grrr..... nvm nvm...

oh ya.. i decided to get shoes fer christmas.. LoLx... the rest can wait... i oni got my tennis shoes and the other black wan to wear out now... veh pathetic lorx... wanna get new tennis shoes... and skechers... hehx... spend soooo much... aiyoyo!!!!

2003-11-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

i've decided to go back to being all mad and crazy over mr Pan Wei Bo again... and i shall go to evry autograph session on a star that i KNOW of... it's like... so fun... see all the pple's reaction when the star arrives...

next tym.. i'm pissed... soooooo pisseeddd.... today was a T O T A L F A I L U R E... CRAp man... so wad if i reached dere @ 2.45?? ended up spending the stupid 4 bucks for nothing... terrible dae... Maybe i shudn't even haf went... yea.. thanx eugez for accompanying me... but guess it was no use lor... she's not wayyyy crazy over pWB... Hais... So i wanted to queue... yea... but me alone?? no way... den nt so nice to eugenia rite... so no queue... went HMV... dun understand wad i mus buy to get his autograph but anyways... his CDs were liike.... swept cleaN? cudnt find any... and his old albums are like priced high, high, high... Fooo... spend freaking 2.95 jus to sit @ burger king... -_- Took neoprint... but nt nice... there's sumthing about my eyes... they look evil... spoil evrythin... Eeeeew.... nid to go improve on that ;) LoLs... Den 4.30 we go to Heeren... i forced Eugez to stand @ second level the railings dere with me... wait until 6... aiyo... at 5... suddenly got one line of pple stand there... den the crowd.......*foosH* Suddenly lehx!!! i soooo unlucky!!! why stand upstairs!!! 6... he turn up... even worse... walk from dunno wher sia... nt from entrance... from INSIDE HMV ITSELF!!! aiyo.... soooo me... didn't even manage to get a glimspe of him at all.... wtf... oni saw lke... part of his legs... more like his shoes... n den ----- was "sick" and sianz... SHE's NOT CRAZY OVER WILBER!!! wad to do... me unlucky... terrible sehx... wadeva la... i'm going on Sunday... no matter wat... I'll HAVE to get his signature... kaex...

wonder how the SHIN concert is going... hope they're enjoying themselves!! :D so lucky, dey get to scream at the top of their voices...

2003-11-14T12:01:00.000+08:00

wheee!!!!! hahahahaz... eugez finally persuaded her mother to let her go... LoLz... but her mum kinda angry leh... all my fault... hais... woo!!! Eugenia Ling Zhi Yen rox my world!!! :D was about to jus forget about this whole thing lor... yay!!!!!!!!! sooo happie... lolz... later shall update wad happen dere kaex... LaLaLaX... carn wait!!!

2003-11-14T10:36:00.000+08:00

i am sooooooo dead...todae got pan wei bo autograph session @ heeren... then nobody can go out with me lor... wth!!!! and i purposely skipped tuition for that sum more... fcuk sia... eugez cant go cos her freaking hell sick mother wants her to stay at home and look after her... ARGH!!!!! Den kor, di, all cant go... bleahX~ me dunno wat to do!!!!!! HAIYA!

2003-11-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

hAhAhA... shud i be proud of myself and the team today??! lols... we ran... 7 rounds arnd the sch (cheated on 1 round) which makes it like... 4.2km if 1 round arnd the sch ish 600m... yupx... sho happie!! it din feel like it was DAT long tho'... wadeva... @ first we were suppose to run 5 rounds... den me wanted to jog... while they rest thot of slacking... so... i and grace sorta 'jogged' k, fine... bt on e 2nd round, she was tired... den i hadta like... stop and walk with them... k, this got us into deep deep shit... senior went to check on us.. found out we were 'slacking' so ordered us to run 3 more friigin rounds.... haiz.... all e sweat... all e jogging... know earlier, mi shud haf jus walked along wif them for the last rounds... heck heck... and i decided to like go jogging whenever i fwee... need company lehx... haiya... who e hell stay near me?? bLeAh... today training not bad worz... :D:D:D we played points... i was feeling rather energetic... but nt for the balls tt coach gaf me... i cudn't ran for e ball cos like my right leg was "cramped".. jus nt listening to me lar... so i rather stiff... wth... i can confirm me gonna gt out of school team SOON... *sobs*

den i was suppose to go pasir ris beach for a while afta training... but my fwenz all unwilling to go... AIYA!!! but in e end still manage to persuade grace to go lar... so met my kor @ MRT... den cos tt grace arh... hais... cannot stay for long, mus leave in 1/2 hr tym... so we decided to go white sands instead... :D walk walk... lalala... they talk talk... told ya me nt open enuff le... went sportslink, den kiddy palace((cos of me)), blah blah blah... kinda pity sammy kor kor... lols... tag behind us... hehe... kk, he's a nice fella... yupx... all my brothers are nice... :) sooo sorrie tt we hadta leave so early and made him come all e way here jus to walk arnd with us aimlessly for a pathetic half an hour... dui bu qi! yalar... but train ur leg muscles ma... :p

on e way to paya lebar... or howeva to spell it.... in the mrt horx.. me and grace bo liao lar... went to prank call pple... :D:D:D shooooo fun!!! n syl's voice haven break yet leh... still quite high... wahaha... n i consider my voice quite low... shud exchange... :) called phelan, sylvester, hwa xiang,... .. and grace's fwen... Matthew... wadeva!!! l8ter on e 135... we saw tina... den we were freaking out lor!!! haha... for wad, i oso dunno... and we din realise that her fren sit in front of us... -_-" hehx... kk lar... so went hme kinda early ... thanks to grace... shud haf went pasir ris park man... bt 2 of us oni, veh gan ga... :o... hao lar..., buhbye!

2003-11-12T19:02:00.000+08:00

1/o pple who visits my blog... erms... go and think of wad games u all wanna play at sentosa on the 12th of dec...
those who can bring balls, pls contact me hor...